Khloe Kardashian was forced to relive one of the most difficult times of her life on the latest episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians. The 34-year-old reality star took to Twitter while the episode, which depicted Tristan Thompson's cheating scandal unfolding, to discuss how difficult it was to relive the drama.
Khloe didn't hold back while live-tweeting the episode, opening up about Tristan's betrayal more than she ever has before. "Oh my God my heart is racing! So crazy how emotions never die! You may forgive but forgetting is not possible," she shared.
She even hinted that there might be some truth to those rumors about her relationship with Tristan coming to an end. "I love filming for the show and I am proud that we are all strong and brave enough to be vulnerable," Khloe tweeted. "BUT we have to start airing shows closer to real time. This episode is about 7 months old and it’s a lot to relive all over again But maybe I need to," she said, leaving her thoughts open-ended.
Her most telling tweet, though, came in the form of a reply to a fan's message. "Your sisters are so logical & supportive! I quite honestly would’ve had my boots on & actually going to fight, which I know can make the situation worse. It’s good that they were calm for you," the fan wrote. Khloe responded. "Oh well thank God a camera was NOT with me in Cleveland!!! I won’t put in writing what I did but let’s just say he’s LUCKY I was 9 months pregnant." The smirking emoji at the end of her tweet is pretty savage.
Khloe also spoke about why she ultimately decided to allow Tristan to be present when she gave birth to their daughter, True Thompson, despite news of his cheating breaking just days before. "I wanted to have a beautiful birthing experience for myself and for the memories of what I choose to share with True when she’s older. I want her to have videos and pictures of her daddy there, holding her etc. I want her to know she is LOVE and my happiness! Babies feel energy!" she explained.
I know this! I chose to put my feelings aside for the birth and to try and have as much positive energy that I could. My only thought was about the birth of my daughter. I wasn’t going to let ANYONE disrupt anything less than what she deserved," she continued. "I chose to be mature & strong for True. I waited for this day for so many years! I know now, looking back that I was in shock because I couldn’t believe that this would ever happen to me but I’m still very proud of myself for how I handled everything. True gave me the peace and strength I needed."
The aftermath of the cheating scandal, as well as True's birth, will continue to play out on Keeping Up With The Kardashians this Sunday on E! at 9:00 pm.